
the distance between us?
should i say its really over? hopeless?
the pictures in my head bout me and you its like the clouds..
they come and go..
how could i ever let go of you?
*memories 2007,June 13. His P.O.P*
each time i look at them, i would laugh and cry.
Laugh at the stupids moments.
Cry to the hurt that i was having.
Could i ever give in to this weakness?
Begging him to come back to me?
Should i even be stronger?
"im still missing you and loving you loads..everytime i sleep i dream of you tat i'm in your arms. and i pray to god to make it go away cause its hurting me a lot not being with you. i'm sorry for negelecting most of times. i' really very sorry."
"i know hw u feel. really i do. but i pulled the last straw. we gotta go our seperate ways. i' sorry. it's hurting me to let someone like u go. but sometimes we gotta fall so that we can pick ourselves up and learn frm our mistakes. but no matter what. i'll alwaes be here for you. okie.? i'm jus a phone call away. theres no need to be sorry. we're both sorry for what we have done to each other. and believe me when i say i'm truly deeply sorry."
Ever 21st of every month i blow out the candle myself.
Appreciate and thank every day its a lovely either with or without you.
Remembering every song that we loved and liked and hate.
Wrestling each other. Bitting amd nibbling on your arm.
oh god i wish to go back to those days.
till den
thank you for everything.