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♥ 2:28 PM

Heya..sigh..its been really a down day for me yesterday..Yesterday went to College Central Investiture. Afiq's batch was outgoing and such a very small affair event. Not many ppl attended the event. Only the parents of the incoming exco and president came. College East and College West came to attended the ceremony. I was really disappointed with my 5th batch. Wearing blazers and behaving like scotts emulsion kids.haiz..den wenit back sch with ansari,shah, yati, farahin & my eye candy..hehhhehehe...had a fun ride back to sch....hehehhe... reached home damn shagged sia..alomost seven when reach home..mummy was frying sardin puffs for dinner..hahahaha...she herself damn shagged form work...

Sigh...holidays are like in 2 to 3 weeks time...might be away ..going to melacca...maybe..still deciding...freak...next week is like my bcm role play for final year....and we're halfway there...still writting out the script.sigh ..

♥ 2:17 PM

ey..Soorri..ain't updating ma blog..been busy with school..final year projects which i really don reali like..BCM Role play..argh...freaking shit...Sigh...and guess what?!!! i went for S&W today..can u believe or not..wo..an achievement for me...*clap clap*..should deserve a trophy for that..hahahaha.... ran for 2 laps and not bad..i still can run..*what the heck*..ususally after one run i surrender...but i still managed to jog...while jogging and i stopped for a while to tie my shoelaces i heard someone shouted my name..."SALIYANA!!!!!!!!!"..twice....guess who shouted my name?..Nurul Fatin!!! Awww...so sweet.still same old fatin when playing captain's ball.could hear her scream from anoter side of the field..thats Fatin!! Played basketballl which i really hated but too bad still have to play and i scored a shot!!!woho.....for my team...hahahahah...den off to bathe a the toilet near cafe 2...danm refreshing!!!! and during BCM lesson...i slept...dok..tired dok...hahahaha..
Luchtime Performance: BUSHMEN performed!!! Promoting awareness of Aids...

Serioously...life after handing over the 5th batch..its so damn sad...and disappointed.... but will cherish da moments with 4th batch!!!

♥ 2:30 PM

Confused..That is all i can say to myself right now. Its not fair to me...i don know why ok..its just this horrible feeling...how would you feel when you have been together with someone for too long and u just broke up and u sunddenly have this feeling that u just like and admiring someone? how would u feel?come on!!!!i think i have this feeling...i never mean to really hurt and embarass him and even more embarass myself!!!! it just a feeling and a gesture that i liking someone and that i'm moving on with my life!!!!! I know liking someone is not wrong but now that feeling of liking someone is so wrong to me.seroiusly shit..i don even know what the hell i'm talking about!!!whats even more worst is that someone had just to annouce to the whole world that i like him..!!! I CRIED AND HURT RIGHT NOW!!!!!ITS UnFAIR...call me selfish or stupid!!!!!ROAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! At that point felt like slapping that person!!!!now comfirm everyone will start to give him that look and advising some stuff that who ever the girl is liking you sound that desperate!!!But i'm not!!!! in a relationship for 5 yrs..its not fair for ppl not giving some someone a chance to express their feeling of liking someone...I really don know...5 yrs i have committed to this wonderful and loving relationship and i broke of with him due to some reason and my heart was really all out for him for five years!!!5 yrs!!! And I DO STILL LOVE HIM!!!! IM JUST DAMN MOVING ON WITH WITH MY DAMN LIFE!!!FARK!!!SOB SOB!!!

Im learning and trying my very best to open up my heart again..just like a baby..Learning to walk again...learning to just...JUST....To like someone...IS IT wrong? every one looking at me like i'm some kind of criminal...

To Ansari:maybe u are right....i myself is confused with myself...ok...so please do help me ok...if u think i'm desperate....just tell me right in my face and at least i still know where i stand!!!sob sob...

To Adam:I'm really sorri to cause any trouble for these past few days..Just be Adam ok?

To the person who annouce it to the whole world:DON'T U HAVE A LIFE!!!!PLEASE LA I'M SURE YOU HAVE TO BETTER THINGS TO DO THAN BUSY LOOKING THROUGH AT PPL'S LIFE!!!! YOU NEED A SLAP IN THE FACE SERIOUSLY SHIT!!!!

♥ 1:24 AM

Hey peeps...so sorry have not been updating my blog... been really one hell a week!!!! No..infact 2 weeks i think..wait not sure?!!! hmmmm...lets see...Came back to bintan and on Tuesday was the first day of investiture..Fark..still tired from the trip....den wednesday was ok..not much went for my lesson and all..thursday!!!horrible da...rehearsal again!!!! sheesh!!!! Later dat night when shopping with sis, bro and daddy!!! Firstly went to IKEA, den went to COURTS, and finally GIANT....bought really loads of stuff..hahhahahaha...shopping sakan giller... sis bought me a new lamp... hehehhe..cute pink lamp...hahahaha..

The week after that was INVESTITURE WEEK!!!!FREAK!!!!! Its really scary to hab=nd over to the next batch of councillors knowing that they still need us for their guidiance...sighh...on the day itself investiture day (6th November), I screammed at them at the auditorium..cant really remember what happen but it was some thing like this:
"TODAY IS YR INVESTITURE AND STILL NOT GETTING RIGHT!"
"YOU THINK ITS REALLY FUNNY!!!!! DO THE PLEDGE AGAIN"
Then my voice really was funny at one point of time and they made fun of my voice and of course i was really damn pissed of and i shouted"
"DON'T MAKE FUN OF ME!!!"
"AGAIN!!!!DO YOUR PLEDGE!!!"
"YOU'RE STILL NOT GETTING RIGHT!!!AGAIN!!!!!!!!!"

i nearly cried but really hold back my tears..just don wanna show it to them..i was really feeling guilty at that point of time but my members told me that i did the right thing..SORRY GUYS!!!had to shout you!!!!SORRY!!!!
Handing over was the moment that i dare not to be there...seeing alll my 4th batch handing to my 5th bacth was the saddest moment but yet proud!!!!
To my 5th Batch Of PUBLICATION & COMMUNICATION alll the best!!!be a goood papparrazzi and write well ya my babies!!!hehehehe...NEO NEO!!!Gonnna miss ya!!! Fadilla and Yatie, MISSING u guys alreadi..we sure had done lots of scarifice and now its time to hand over and enjoy!!!
My new chairman and exco, donn worry,we will be here to mentor you and help ya guys and don make yr MAK TIRI scold you!!!we wont be there to sort out fer you guys!!!!
My 5th batch of P&C work wellwith yr members!!!!

TO ALL MY 5th BATCH:
GOOOOOOOOOOOOD LUCK!!!!!
Lookin forward for APPRECIATION NITE!!!!!!

SOB SOB!!!!

p/s: Saiful pls burn the blaze2 and invetiture pics for me ya!!!!!

♥ 11:58 PM