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Wednesday, January 28, 2009

the distance between us?
should i say its really over? hopeless?
the pictures in my head bout me and you its like the clouds..

they come and go..

how could i ever let go of you?

*memories 2007,June 13. His P.O.P*

each time i look at them, i would laugh and cry.

Laugh at the stupids moments.

Cry to the hurt that i was having.

Could i ever give in to this weakness?

Begging him to come back to me?

Should i even be stronger?

"im still missing you and loving you loads..everytime i sleep i dream of you tat i'm in your arms. and i pray to god to make it go away cause its hurting me a lot not being with you. i'm sorry for negelecting most of times. i' really very sorry."

"i know hw u feel. really i do. but i pulled the last straw. we gotta go our seperate ways. i' sorry. it's hurting me to let someone like u go. but sometimes we gotta fall so that we can pick ourselves up and learn frm our mistakes. but no matter what. i'll alwaes be here for you. okie.? i'm jus a phone call away. theres no need to be sorry. we're both sorry for what we have done to each other. and believe me when i say i'm truly deeply sorry."

Ever 21st of every month i blow out the candle myself.

Appreciate and thank every day its a lovely either with or without you.

Remembering every song that we loved and liked and hate.

Wrestling each other. Bitting amd nibbling on your arm.

oh god i wish to go back to those days.

till den

thank you for everything.

♥ 2:10 PM

Thursday, January 22, 2009

ola ola!!!

say hello to mr smelly!!!

..my best friend at home...

hehe..

sorry ain't updating my blog.

ok,let me say something for the record...

I MISS HIM!!!

who?

well..find it out yourself...hehe..

ok get let those fingers moving!!!

hmm..as for yerterday,...

met up with syafiee for dinner at macdonalds!!

yum yum!!!

had big mac!!!yeah..nice!!

he treated me,shah, nadia,yat,hafiz,adam& hadi.

oops!!forgot..siti sarah too..

yeah..he wanted to share the "rezeki" with us but..

he lost his wallet..sigh..poor boy!!!

oh well,he repalced it with a new wallet..

polo brand..cool..he has style..hahaha..

after that had to go to TKC..

gettin two pants for mum..

apprantly she wants another two more colur..

black and white...

so so...had to travel to TKC alone..

yes alone!!!!hah!!

like i don usually go to geylang.

its always with the family..

ya..then on the way home, in the train met this guy..

cute..hahaa..dream on!!

hmm..

then bro bought a new PSP Black Slim!!!

all courtesy of my sis and dad..

O level present..caused he scored well...

hahah..

and also had a fight with my sis and was too pissed off

to eat dinner with them!!

so urh!!

As for today went to S&W..

shah mged me like around 6 plus..

he msged me:

"dah bangun?"

and i msged:

"da"

but i went back to sleeep..

Nadia also took the oppurtunity to wake me up..

she called...its so NAdia..hahaha

she called:

"oi..bangun la.."

me:

"hmmm..."

she:

"dah kul 7..s&w kul 8..."

hahaha..she kept repeating it and

really got irritated...hahaha

and i replied:

"ye...makcik"

hahhaa..dan we laughed and dragged my ass to my toilet..

and for s&w..

we played tennis...!!

cool or what!!!

ok...here's me..trying to to get hold of the ball...

..look..now pro alredi!!!...

hahaa..all thanks to JJ!!

had a bathe and met adam and piee!!

OMG!!adam cut his hair!!hehehe..

look so cute..hahahah

he look like some primary one kid!!

hhahaha..

ok till den..

toodles!!

say good bye to mr smelly!!!

hehehe

♥ 11:31 AM

Friday, January 9, 2009

its the weekend..
hehehe..
kays..sum uo for the first week of sch..

Tues:CCA drive.
Yup..Promoting SC!!!
hahaha...all the year ones trying to figure out CCA to join.
one my of my cuzzie drop by my booth..
she wanna join bowling..
den..there this guy really caught my eye..
dunno what cca is he from but he certainly caught my eye.
ya so till now i'm wondering who is he.

Wed:Not much.
oo...played concentration with Yat and Amin.
and amin couldn't concentrate at all!
ahahah..to bad amin..
oh..alsoplayed like this bombing game..
awesome!!
hahaa..
den a had a shaaring session with ysay..
thanks ysay for sharing and caring..

Thur:Not much
was in class the whole day..
no care session for the last minute!!!
and i finally got my class phooto!!!!
o..and its the first day for GREASE THE MUSICAL...
and AfiQ CC came down..
dunno for what reason but i'm sure got to do with
raudah from Clementi.
den went granny house
take sis guitar..
had a pack of noddle from ananas cafe.
slruup!!!delicious...
had ice jelly blended and ice honeydew sago..
even nicer and FatteninG!

Friday: SO PISSING ME OFF!!
why?
cause this teacher caught me for not wearing black shoes!
the story goes like this..i jsut came back from the lift lobby
cause i met zab and chatted for a while...
den decided to go up cause class was about to start..
ok...den i was just about and already go in class den this teacher came up to me.
teacher:are u a student formthis sch?
me:ya
teacher:first year or second year?
me:second year.
teacher:why are not in black shoes?where is your land yard?
i mean like what the hell?
i have been wearing this shoes coming for 2 years and
now u want to catch me for not wearing it?
absolute nonesense!
so not happy with it.
why now?
urgh!
Today someone did to me something that really reminded of my past.
He stroked my hair and said my hair was soft.
he used to do that,BUT never said it was soft.
BUt this guy said it and made me feel like a princess..
eversince he left, This guy made me feel happy and forget all my problems.
treated me llike a princess though the fact i know he has a girlfriend.
but i know he always cheers me up..

sigh..
ok..next post i will try to put the CCA drive pics..
ahahahaha
till den..
toodles!!

P/S:Nennis?will u be back on monday cause monday is NAPFA test!!!!

♥ 11:08 PM

Monday, January 5, 2009

Its school!!!
Back again!!!
Less than 100 days till i graduate from school!!!!
Wohoo!!!!

OK.
Weekend New Year..
Friday:
==Ate at Seoul GArden!!!
Yum Yum!!!

Saturday:
++ Watched Twilight again!!
Hahahaha...

Monday:
>>School!!
>> Bus 31 queue was really loooooong..
>>Met a lot of ppl..
>>Ate lunch at Singapore Expo BK...
>>Must attend all CDP lesson
>>I have to do assignments for BCM..

Yup.
till den
toodles!!

♥ 3:53 PM

Thursday, January 1, 2009

OMG!!!!
Its 2009!!!
Like hello?!
What have i been doing for the past one year?
Well,seriously, i been through a lot..
I mean a lot.
Before that i celebrated 2009 at Suntec City.
With my aunt, cuzzies and sis.
Mission: See fireworks!!! HAppy 2009!!!
Muhahahaha..
Sat at the fountain of wealth..
SO i'm hoping that my 2009 will be better!!
More money, make new friends, go poly and do well for my final year!!
HAhahhaha,..
So i can say that i have been at Suntec City for at least a year!!!
hahahah..

So my year 2008 has been really a down one for me.
I'm single.
I just a minor ear operation.
I fluncked my GPA.
I handed over to the 5th batch of student councillors.
I was sick and i went to China and Bintan.
I gained weight.
My friend went to bali for tennis training.
So many more.
But the most horrible thing is that I'M SINGLE!!!!
Like HELLO!!!
Are u serious shit?
yup!
I know.
He's gone.
Can't accept it.
its so hard.
everything.
afraid of losing him?
well, HELL Yes!!!
5 years!!
like that gone.
left me alone.
put me one side so to pursue his dream.
i'm proud of him.
good boy.
make sure do well.
but leaving and vanished like thin air right afther your birthday
with no msges, no call.
nothing!!!
thats a bad boy!!!
ARGH!!!ROAR!!!
Well maybe its like he said,not fated..
well.
maybe so..
sheeh..
cause of that i have a big big BIG BIG scar in my heart and
he said no comments!!!
like WHAT THE F****!!!!
ARGH!!!!ROAR!!

I WANT EDWARD CULLEN!!!
EDWARD!!!!!!

♥ 5:34 PM