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Thursday, March 18, 2010

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Tuesday, December 8, 2009

i think i won't be using this blog link anymore!!
will be moving to ....

http://ilikemygossipsraw.tumblr.com/

see u there!!

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Saturday, December 5, 2009

Have been neglecting my blog for the past few days. Well I can totally explain my absence for it.

1. My laptop had died on me like on Tuesday ( like right after that damn boring science workshop.)
2. My d drive documents were able to save nut not my c drive and desktop. (DAMN!)
3. Was pretty shagged for the week.
4. Had to find time to re-download all my stuffs which really pissed me off.

So....there you go...my absence for my late and outdated blog. So now, lets share the good news. YOG 2010 replied our email and this is what I got :

Got a job under SYOG 2010!! COOL!!! But the hassle part is that is at Sports School!!
DAMN! Its like damn far la... like who's gonna travel there? Sheesh....its really like " What the HELL?!"
/o.o\" if only it could be changed at ITE SIMEI..then wouldn't be better?
Oh well..just gotta deal with it anyway...

Had a good week though...
Tuesday: Nas 18th bdae. He was happy that he finally can buy ciggies legally. Weird dude.
Wednesday: New Moon exclusive premire.. I swear that Jacob Black a.k.a Taylor Lauther has CHOCOLATE ABS! Everyone in the movie was like : "OOOOOO"'"AAAAAA"". Dude! its really and practically drooling over his chocolate abs. Carlile was awesome! Jasper another hot vampire. Emmett, can I have you as my brother?PLEASE?!
Thursday: Sister's treat at Seoul Garden @ Tampines Mall. Dad was definitely and really full as it was his first time eating Seoul Garden. nyeh! Try harder next time ya dad?!
Friday: Cousin came over and took 3 white female ham ham.. :(

Memories of you and me came
rushing in like a river
and its making my
mind messed up.

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Sunday, November 22, 2009

Firstly I wanna say "Selamat Pengantin Baru" to Naqiah and partner!
I'm really for you that you have the one to spend the rest of your life with.
Semoga bahagia hingga dapat anak dan cucu!
IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU LA!!!
Seeing her on the palamin makes me wonder, "When will be my turn?"...
Have it even cross your mind when you go wedding affairs?
One my of secondary mates is already engaged last year if I not wrong.
I mean like "HELLO!!!"...You're already engaged? at 20?
My cousin who is the same age as me got married THIS YEAR and my aunty was like askin me
"Yan, when will be your turn?" and I will give that "What the hell are you thinking and what question is that you have just asked me?' look.
And my answer to them will be "Lagi 5 tahun. Nak belajar dulu. Kalau dier nak khawin ngan saye dier kene tunggu saye lagi 5 tahun. kalau sambung sampai uni kene tunggu lagi 5 tahun so total 10 tahun." and all their faces will go "What? Aper?" HA!!! too bad makcik2 ku...lambat lagi la nak rase nasi minyak...

Nadz, Shah and me went to Naqiah's beautiful wedding.
Fun day. Met up with previous councilors. A definite small reunion for all of us.
And Shah, biler mau khawin? Nyah hahaha!!
At the end of the day you will just ponder that question and think bout it don't you?

"Why do you always make cry every night?"
"it really hurts me till I don't wanna talk about it."
"You'll have to cry me out
You'll have to cry me out
The tears that I'll fall
Mean nothing at all
It's time to get over yourself

Baby, you ain't all that
Maybe, there's no way back
You can keep talking
But, baby, I'm walking away"

xoxo.

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Wednesday, November 18, 2009

hey readers! im back with another post!
Yes! Im done with UT 1 and UT 2 is coming right up...Its not over yet the exams!
Gosh! Time do really fly ~~ very fast. Before you could even take a short break or vacation,
the exams are like round the corner. So much to do yet so little time.

I've really get this outta my chest right now.
STOP BEING AN BITCH AND A HYPOCRITE!
You pretend to be a very caring friend yet you diss him in the end.
HELLO?! Do you even realize what are you doing? Do you?
Stop being a HOLY B*&%$#! Ok!
You're seriously being a THIRD person in our relationship/friendship.

How could you even say this to me?
"i mean, me and another friend managed to bring him back to church. and it's awesome! and its sad, to see him having setbacks. regarding you and him. i mean he knows he wants to move on, yes there may be love and such. but it wont be beneficial to the rs. especially when catholism and islam crashes. and he is having a hard time. babe if you really want him to be happy. help him to do so , but setting the divider. draw the lines. hes' moving on, but you clining will bring him away from church again. that is worriedsome. remember, this is between you and i. i just dont wanna see my dear friend suffer and such. "

and this .....
"yeah okay got it. sorry if i wasnt able to rephrase to suit your liking love. what if he goes on, and develop true feelings for another girl? what would you do babe? i hear the point of his , i mean totally it aint fair. cos there's 2 side to it. i totally understand what you're saying and where you're coming from. i didnt say you stopped him, prevented him or what so ever. thanks for reminding him and encouraging him to persist returning back to catholism ;)) really do appreciate it babe. :)) he truly needs moral support, from whoever he can get from. & correction, no one would be able to comprehend the ''special rs'' that you both had. it's personal. i mean i know it's hard for you to talk about it and such, cos we girls are just really sensitive and emotional creatures. :)) i am too. but it's easier to communicate, and understand the situation now. therefore would be more efficient to help him:) "

How could you even say this to me like a caring friend to him and in the end you say this to him..
"she said she don't give a shit about my problems and what i've been through and told me i'm a burden in her life."

Girl. Please make your mind and stop being a HOLY B#$%^&!
Please, get your mind, head , brains , feelings, emotion , physical and mentally STRAIGHT first before coming to me and asking for help and advising me like a 'oh-i-such-a-good-girl-cause-i go-to-church-and-i-believe-in-god-and-god-please-help-my-friend-amen".
I know i am not that pretty,gorgeous, smart ex-gf/gf that Billy used to have, at least I was there for him.
Don you dare step in our lives again. and, FYI,
YOU MESSED WITH WRONG BITCH!
Is not that I don want to confront you, I, being a matured lady,think that,you, get yourself straighten up first and may god help and guide you. AMEN to you.

Right, enough of that...W34J, you always make me smile!

.xoxo.

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Tuesday, November 10, 2009

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Monday, November 2, 2009

Don you ever wish you could just that you
could just run over to him and just say how much you love him?

xoxo

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